I’m Not Sorry for Myself

liberation.jpgTo my great astonishment, two big tears were trickling down his cheek. He cried out with distress, “I have no doubt she slept with the bastard that night. Can you believe it? How could she do it after having had a heart-to-heart talk with me?”

He continued with moistened eyes while scratching his head like a wounded lion, “I’m very sure. Don’t say anything, my friend. Just listen to me because I know what I’m talking about. I felt so stupid, you know, in fact, I considered breaking up with Jessica for her. Not at all, my friend, after she broke up with her boyfriend, she kept on bringing guys to the apartment, I mean different guys every time. Can the slut be allowed to continue defiling this pure earth by her touch? She’s always changing guys. I know she is a lonely person, but it’s too much, you know, changing men every day as if they were her dirty panties. I didn’t know she is a slut. I don’t presume she is fucking every guy whom she’s brought to the apartment, but I just can’t believe the fact. I thought she was different. I’m not angry with her, and I don’t have any grudge for her. I’m simply disappointed in her enormously. Shogo, you should know nowadays, it is almost impossible for us to find a pure woman, because most of them are bitches, believe me; it’s easier for a camel to pass through the eye of a needle than for us to find a pure woman nowadays.”

I understood his disappointment, since I know how he admired her, so I just said, “Now you don’t want to have anything to do with Andrea, I assume?”

“Of course, man!” he replied heatedly, “I don’t want to do anything with the slut! Jessica is beautiful and a very good person. Therefore, why the hell should I jeopardize the relationship with the good girl over the slut? I’m not stupid, but to be earnest with you, I’m a heartbroken dodo right now anyway. I am sorry, my friend, I’m talking so passionately, but you know, I really loved Andrea and believed her that she might be the right person for me, you know, I really thought she was the one. It was a colossal shock for me to swallow the fact; however, I’m not sorry for myself, but I am really sorry for her. Damn it! I’m so disappointed in her.”

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